" There's a party on your face and I'm about to dance on it, bout to dance on it, bout to dance on it. There's a party on your face and I'm about to dance on it. "
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So far today I have went shopping, ate lunch, and picked out soooo many movies for tonight because my home girl/bb @gianna-m is being forced to come over and celebrate my engagement with me in a spend the night party that lasted all day.
Love you, even if yous a naughty girl. ;P
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@hayden-a, love you sweet boy.
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SUMMER IS ALMOST HERE OH MY GOD. but I am dreading this darn heat. Ugh.
 
Those moments when you get your yearbook back and you scan the pages for all the cute guys you never saw in the halls and you realize the only cute guy at your whole school is leaving, but before he left he was all over you. (;
@hannnnah-johnson
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Brooklyn Tally Soon-To-Be-Anderson <3

" I've been your late night call, your shoulder to cry on, out on the highway listening to sad songs, talking all night about stupid things, making you smile. No more lonely nights staring at your cell phone. No more clinging to a love so cold. With me you'll never have to be alone. "
^ Uh, that's a cute song.
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Well, today has already been a wonderful day. @hayden-a made me and @hannnnah-johnson go spoil ourselves, then took me and our babies to eat, then we went and got ice cream, theeen he totally surprised me with taking us to the beach and asking me to marry him again. I could not be more happy. I can't wait till we get back home and the girls go to sleep so I can just cuddle and kiss him literally all night long.
 
I love you so much Hay, that was the sweetest thing.
 
Promise I'm about to get to messages since I'm in an overly good mood at the moment, so send me some more! (:
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Going to be Mrs. Brooklyn Anderson. <3

@hayden-a
Hey sweetheart. (:
I would just like to say you're an amazing boyfriend and the best father. You raised my little girl even though she wasn't biologically yours and put up with all the drama that her real father caused. You gave her a father figure and she loves you to death. I appreciate that so much. She needed that. Then you helped me bring another little princess into this world who I swear if she was a boy she would be the miniature version of you. You're both so laid back. She's the best baby in the world. You're amazing with kids. I'm very happy that we're finally back together. Our fight was silly and should never had happened, but I have to take the blame for it with my pregnancy hormones. I never should have took that trip and I'm sorry for taking it. I really don't know what was going on in my mind that made me think of going away knowing I was nine months pregnant and we were expecting our little girl at any moment. You're so sweet, just so sweet. Our little agreement of no sleeping on the couch is still intact, so no sleeping on the couch mister because that couch can't hold the both of us comfortably. You have no idea how happy I am about moving back in with you. Or that you decided to go back to school to be a chef because now that means I get yummy food and don't have to cook anymore! I love you so so so much. <3
Now get over here and stop being a brat and kiss me so you can help me pack these boxes again. ;P

" Show me a smile then, don't be unhappy, can't remember when I last saw you laughing. If this world makes you crazy and you've taken all you can bear, you call me up because you know I'll be there. And I'll see your true colors shining through. I see your true colors and that's why I love you. So don't be afraid to let them show, your true colors, true colors, are beautiful like a rainbow. "
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yvf6qjE2c4g&list=PLSqrvQ7tmotHoeWNu79kiHwNqzWHY9QE4
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Driving back home today. It's really nasty out! We tried to wait until the rain stopped some, but it just wasn't letting up, so decided to go ahead and fight through it. As soon as I get home Im unpacking everything and packing up all the other household items. I truly cannot wait to be moved back in with my sweetheart. @hannnnah-johnson meet me at my house bb, because yous helping. ;P
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Every time it becomes the 19th all I can do is think about what happened and I just shut off from the rest of the world.... well, here goes for three months. One day you won't be in control of my life.
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Brooklyn Tally Clark <3

" You're gonna take my hand, whisper the sweetest words, and if you're ever sad, I'll make you laugh. I'll chase the hurt. My heart is set on you. I don't want no one else. And if you don't want me, I guess I'll be all by myself. "
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVrSChJPfhw&list=HL1367234252
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Getting Miss Mia ready for bed and then going to cuddle up with @hayden-a and make him watch movies with me while I get fat off of ice cream.
 
Wearing my Army shirt for National Armed Forces Day! Thank you for all the lovely men and women who decided to go into the armed forces and fight for everyone's freedom. It takes a special kinda selfless person to do that. @zaden Imma tag you, so thank you. I really hope you're doing better!
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Just got back in from a party. Oh my gosh, it was the most fun I have had in a while. My friends are total idiots.
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Brooklyn Tally Clark <3

" Tonight we'll just get drunk, disturb the peace. Bind your hands all over me and then you bite your lip, whisper and say 'We're going all the way'. Tonight, take me to the other side. Sparks fly like the Fourth of July, just take me to the other side. I see that sexy look in your eyes and I know, we ain't friends anymore if we walk down this road, we'll be lovers for sho. So tonight, kiss me like it's do or die and take me to the other side. "
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gXP8wcICqQ
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Going to take the girl's over to a friends to be babysat while me and @hayden-a go to dinner because I'm dragging him out of the house to go on a date with me to celebrate. He'll get over it. ;P
 
I do not want to leave this place. At all. I just love it here. So many happy things happen when we come here. But I'll have to go back soon.. sadly enough. And when we go back, that means packing, because I happen to be moving back in with someone extremely special. I'm beyond excited to be able to say that and this: @hannnnah-johnson while he's at school I'm making you come and help me pack because you love me!
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Manny was buried today... hopefully he rests in peace.
 
Despite what was previously said, I've had a pretty good day. My mom decided to surprise me with something and then my dad's getting pizza because he likes the idea of me being a fat cat woman. If I knew he was getting pizza I wouldnt have ate some ice cream -_-
 
Well, I'm not out of school yet but I will say it is officially summer because my other brother has decided to come see me and is spending the night, so we're setting up his dresser again. He is always here during the summer and this is the first time I've seen him since last summer, so yeah. :P
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Brooklyn Tally Clark <3

" How was I supposed to know she was slowly letting go? If I was putting her through her hell, hell I couldn't tell. She could've given me a sign, could've opened up my eyes. How as I supposed to see? She never cried in front of me. "
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I'm really enjoying this vacation, so I decided the girls should have some fun too. (:
 
As soon as @hayden-a gets back, we're gonna go to the aquarium. I loved going when I was younger and I haven't got the chance to ever take the girls, so it is going to be both of their first times. It's reallllly hard to hide the excitement from Elise just because I know she's going to love it!
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So last night this baby kitten wandered onto my porch. I went outside and started looking around because it's reallll young and I found two more. It was dark out there and they were all really dark colored, but I think I saw like two more under the porch and I just couldnt get them. They were the cutest little things!! Then they look exactly like this cat I took in a few weeks ago and named her Ghost, so it looks like she likes me and decided to bring me all her babies to take care of, and I'm just so excited lol.
 
@hannnnah-johnson & @markustaylor Im becoming a cat woman and I dont know what to do. They have their eyes open and can move, but they're extremely tiny, won't eat hard food, and don't bite at their food instead they only lick it, so we gave them a can of wet food, but I don't know what else to do.
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I took my AP test today and goodness freaking gracious I swear Im never gonna take another one. That about killed me today. Then people started screaming at us when we got back because the proctor told us to go eat lunch. What the heck. So instead of dealing with that I just checked out and went and ate Arby's lol.
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Brooklyn Tally Clark <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=14HYkSC2ttQ
That is gorgeous and beautiful and simply amazing.
I'm sure @xocalliope @loretta-marie would agree!
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I'm absolutely loving Texas. I miss it out here all the time. Didn't feel like cooking so hit up some fast food restraunts and got the girls some food for tonight. We're just sitting outside on the porch eating nuggets and doing nothing else but relaxing. It's very nice. Thank you once again @hayden-a. (:
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That quote is extremely relevant right now. Fucck off yall because I don't care what yall have to say.
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So in class we're watching a movie about leprechauns and then ontop of that we have to do work with it that counts as like 2 biiiiiiiig grades. It's the most amount of work we've done all year in this class, I swear, and it is about leprechauns...
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Brooklyn Tally Clark <3

I'm coming to terms with the fact that he is gone and no amount of mourning or anything else is going to bring him back. What's done is done. It is very upsetting that it is done, but it is done. He may not physically be here with us anymore but it is obvious to everyone that he is still here with us emotionally. I've never seen my school so upset, never so quiet, and never so many red and puffy eyes. We've lost people before at our school, last year we lost two within months of each other in the same grade, but those were car accidents and the person didn't take their own life and leave us to question why. I'll never understand it because he was honestly the happiest person at my school, but there must have been something horrible bothering him and I can have peace in knowing that it is no longer bothering him because he is in a happier and better place and looking down on all the people he loves, which is a lot of people. Please, pray for my school. They need it. So many people were touched by this one boy.
Rest in Peace Manuel Rivera. #39
 
I'm sorry @aubreyclairexo for your loss as well.
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Yeah, this set isn't pretty because I've got a headache still and trying to do some work because I know I'm one of the better off kids at school and I won't be there tomorrow to help everyone out and give them my papers to copy, so I'm trying to hurry and get them done and send out the answers that way they get around all the classes so they can worry about mourning and not work at the moment. So this set was very rushed.
 
I found out today that I will be going to therapy soon and will be talking to many specialists, so maybe once this happens I can get back to being Brooklyn and living my own life and not just going through the motions. That would be nice.
 
Hopefully since tomorrow is 'the big day' things will be over and done with and I will be able to move on from what has happened.
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As another part of my Mother's Day present from the one I got last night, which I loved by the way, I get a week long vacation with the girls and @hayden-a to the wonderful house in Texas to relax and enjoy life. I miss that house so much, it's just beyond pretty. Half my things at my home are packed so if I could just finish up packing them and then get the Texas home all nice and fixed back up, it'd be so easy to just move into it, which would make me beyond happy.
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I think I do want messages to get my mind off of things.
http://ask.fm/brooklyntally
 
I believe the Voice is coming on tonight? @xolaurel correct me if I am wrong lol. So once it is on I am gonna be off because I'll be watching it!
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Brooklyn Tally Clark <3

Today's been a very tiring day. Someone at my school killed himself last night, someone no one ever believed would even have a depressing thought hung himself on Mother's Day. Someone who was on the football and the soccer team and was very smart and good looking and had so much going for him. I have honestly never seen this boy frown, ever. He was always smiling and helping anyone out and didn't care if you were a senior with him or if you were an underclassmen. He had 10 more days till he graduated and last night threw it all away. I can't believe it. It is honestly so hard to believe. He was extremely nice. Then you know what someone had to say about it? They said that since the Bible said it is a sin to kill yourself he was going to hell. This boy was an AMAZING person and he had so many people there to support him, so him killing himself shows that whatever he was dealing with was something horrible and he didn't think none of the hundreds of people who loved him could help. He is most certainly NOT going to hell because he committed suicide. Sometimes things are bigger than what we can handle and whatever it was that was bugging him, he was extremely good at hiding it because he was always happy and always smiling. This boy is certainly not going to hell because he needed an escape and he got it.
Then, on a better note, my friend was found today.
I have a headache from crying so I don't know how much I'll be on and I'm not sure if I'll post a set today. I think I will, simply because Manny wasn't my best friend and he wasn't my good friend, but everyone knew him and would smile after seeing him simply because of how he carried himself and that's something to mourn.
 
@markustaylor I now understand how you felt.